February 2012
25 posts
Income tax is pretty sweet. =^.^=
take me back to new yorkkkkk. :(
I will now
stop caring what anyone thinks or says.
I have my daughter and that’s all I need.
getting my arm all tatted up as soon as I get this extra cash. It’s my life right?
my blood is boiling, I wish I had someone to talk to and have for advice. I don’t know anyone that has to go through this though. No one I know has had to go through my life situation. I was happy like a year or 2 ago but now it’s just bullshit after bullshit. I want to beat this sluts face in, and that was something I would have never said before. This dude has officially succeeded at...
I don’t want this. I don’t want this. I want change. -____________-
No more twitter, and I’m kind of thinking no more facebook for a little bit. I just need to disconnect myself for awhile. I have who I need to speak to and that’s a phone call away. Simple.
Every day
I hear the same thing from my daughters dad. “Your fat and ugly, your a shitty low life person. no one will ever love you. Etc.” He says a lot worse but I just don’t understand why. How can someone go from being the one who cheered me on to the one who hurts me every day? I know I shouldnt listen but I just feel that one day he’ll be there for riley again.
:(
I haven’t slept in 24 hours….my body wont let me. I’m stressed. No one knows what I’m going through. I put a smile on my face and pretend everything is good but I don’t know when it will be. No one sees the other side …. I have the biggest knot in my stomach.
:)
I love my Riley. I just want us to get an apartment already so it can go back to being just us two everyday. I’m hoping I get a call back this week so something good can come. Things have felt good lately. Just minus the drama Martin still gives me, it’s like he never wants Ri and I to be happy. Only he can be.
Vday was simple this year, we went out to eat at Joe’s Crab Shack...
Wah.
I’m so sleepy. I just want to cuddle up with tizzy and get some sleeps. :(((